words
2026.11.02
i am in shanghai now and so much happened in between
met so many dear friends whom i haven’t seen for years
today i read a decent amount
investigated a full vfx breakdown of the recent viral mv Neon
and worked on new projects
so much new ai shit to learn and improve my agents to work as a team
managed to not get a second cup of coffee in the afternoon
realized maybe it’s not the best place to journal here
since i already have my phyiscal journal book, and i enjoy writing with pen and hands
so probably gonna envolve this page into a different experimental format
vibe code everything and discard cargo..
i read about how habits pattern work as a puzzle and one way to break the pattern is awareness through meditations
struggled with some of my “bad” habbits like my f*ked up sleeping schedules, etc.
need to meditate more and stay organized
2026.08.01
august! just helped toby moving out of his apt. it’s a busy season of migrations and transformations. i love changes.
i hanged out with toby and heya and we went to a sfpc event about handmade dataseet in chelsea. it talked about mini ai models for community use which was interesting! later i got blessed and unexpectedly helped toby with moving out of his apartment last night for almost 3 or 4 hours and 10+ round trips of climbing up and down 6-floors carring boxes and furnitures..it was truly insane!! but helping him made me happy eventually, for a second i wondered if we didn’t have this 10+yrs of friendship, will i help someone like the way i help him? it was so precious for a long term friendship like this. i wish i can tho. like a bodhisattva, to be able to help anyone. also i learned that day from toby too, it was also his postive energy that changed my mind. i complained and felt frustrated at first that his roommates were all gone already and he had to do it alone??! but 事已至此 he didn’t complain a word and just kept going. there were some impactful moments when “Sadeness-Pt.1 “by Enigma was playing and when I chanted hundred- mantras trying to make myself feel better and visualizing purifying karma when i felt extremly exhausted. the negative thoughts all dissolved and the physical pain was nothing compared to the mental strength of being able to help someone in need.
2026.07.12
inspired by my friend mad’s website madqh.com, i created this page on my site so besides my professional work, i have a space to experiment and share words, inspirations and play with these unfiltered ideas.
i got up early today directly went to my computer and have been building my website till noon. missed a vinyasa yoga class at 11.
here are the tasks i completed tho
- i made my website much more functional and clear of what i do since i do so many different things,
- designed this experiments page
now i need to
- find a way to exersise today/ maybe just swimming in YMCA and dance hiphop at home
- reply some emails and messages
- daily vadrayana practice
- drink water
- move desks so new roommie will see an empty space to move in tomorrow
- do laundry
- keep building website
- reflect on my work at FLORA and record a workflow to share
and an update at 11:38 p.m: I grinded today and finished a draft of this site that’s ready to be published! It still needs some refinement, but it’s live!