words
2026.08.01
august! just helped toby moving out of his apt. it’s a busy season of migrations and transformations. i love changes.
i hanged with toby and heya and we went to a sfpc event about handmade dataseet in chelsea. i love them so much and appreciate them sooo much. unexpectedly helped toby with moving out last night for almost 3hrs and 10+ round trips of climbing 6-floor ladders carring boxes and furnitures..it was truly insane, but helping toby made me happy, for a second i wondered if we didn’t have this 10+yrs of friendship, will i help someone like the way i help him? it was so precious for a long term friendship like this. but i wish i can. like a bodhisattva. it was also his postive energy that transformed my mind. i felt a bit frustrated at first that his roommates were all gone already and he had to do it alone??! but he didn’t complain a word and just kept going. there were some impactful moments when “Sadeness-Pt.1 “by Enigma was playing and when I chanted hundred-syllable mantra trying to make myself feel better and visualizing purifying karma when i felt extremly exhausted. the negative thoughts all dissolved and the physical pain was nothing compared to the mental strength of being able to help. it was def a memorable night.
2026.07.12
inspired by my friend mad’s website madqh.com, i created this page on my website so besides my professional work, i have a space to experiment and share words, inspirations and play with these unfiltered ideas.
i got up early today directly went to my computer and have been building my website till noon. missed a vinyasa yoga class at 11.
here are the tasks i completed tho
- i made my website much more functional and clear of what i do since i do so many different things,
- designed this experiments page
now i need to
- find a way to exersise today/ maybe just swimming in YMCA and dance hiphop at home
- reply some emails and messages
- daily vadrayana practice
- drink water
- move desks so new roommie will see an empty space to move in tomorrow
- do laundry
- keep building website
- reflect on my work at FLORA and record a workflow to share
and an update at 11:38 p.m: I grinded today and finished a draft of this site that’s ready to be published! It still needs some refinement, but it’s live!